July 28th, 2006

Subject: dfasdf Time: 05:59 pm

yknow when you move away for school and come back and run into old schoolmates who never left and are still running with their same circle or doing the same thing??? im starting to feel like that and it's driving me nuts... i need to work again so i can get out of this suburban hell before it turns me into suburban trash. well, after ei cuts me off.

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June 23rd, 2006

Subject: fdafas Time: 01:32 am

im exhausted... i woke up early this morning to get ready to head downtown to pick mandana up from her laser eye surgery... the place was located in the heart of the financial district and i felt like a squeegee kid amoungst all the suits that walked by... the idea of getting a layer of your eye peeled off irks me... it's like in that one scene in 'home alone' where that one robber is walking up the tar-infested stairs only to have his foot land on that nail -- i cringe at that part because in some odd way, i feel like i can sense that nail going thru my foot... kinda wierd but ya... similar idea to this eye thing... anyway ya, we got home safely c/o taxi cab!!! and i passed out on her couch watching shitty xmen 3... came home and michelle picked me up for some eats at a vietnamese restaurant and we got tipsy off one beer... fun!!! while eating, fuckin middle-aged bouncer called the cell... "now what???" i answered... "nothing nevermind" and he hung up... seconds later i got a text saying all he had wanted was to say hi... um, ew... go drill a hole in a tree, fuck it and leave me alone... now im tired. nite.

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June 20th, 2006

Time: 07:37 pm

Never again will I pay a whopping $20 to get into a bullshit shishi club to listen to bullshit shishi house music... Meh, atleast I got hammed... ---- I hafta figure out how to change the settings on my new camera... Cos right now it sucks... ---- So pms has taken its reigns on me once again... Majority of today was spent lounging around the deck in my backyard with wine reading philosophies on looooove, and lying in bed watching tv... I hate pms -- it heightens my moods to pissed off at anything and everything to introspective and depressed about anything and everything... It's times like these that make me wonder if I've got something... Hormones are such bullshit... ---- I still don't know why the stupid fundie keeps trying to talk to me... YOU CONDEMNED ME TO HELL, YOU STUPID FUCK!!! As if being raised under an entirely different belief system makes me a half-piece of work... He may have been named after an apostle but I was named by nuns so ha!!! I'm better... And pms-y... and full of shit... ---- I wish I was as smart as Irshad Manji...

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June 11th, 2006

Time: 03:07 am

fucked up... how come everyone knows everyone??? stupid toronto... stupid sauga... stupid everything... i love how plans never go thru... some manager at the petstore today treated me like i was the dumbest shit on earth... sometimes i must admit, i coudl be... but today's episode was uncalled for... just because youre trash, youre a manager at a retail store, dont treat me like shit because i look young and nice... dont be an asshole because your face alone indicates you have rough life... dont be a piece of shit to customers who think you can walk all over... like wtf... i make what works out to $20/hr on ui alone... fuck you bitch... while you stand on your feet all day berating employees and customers on your shitty salary, im still making more... whore... eat my kungfu shit and die. i drank too much tonite. ya!

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June 5th, 2006

Subject: "may i see your id?" Time: 02:31 am Current Mood: slightly hammed

dickhead michelle and i went out to some sketch bar tonight where the waitress held my passport in amazement and marvelled at the sight that before her sat a fuckin 26 year old who "looks 19!!!" -- bah!!! anyway, while drinking our pitcher, devouring our half-priced appetizers and talking about nothing important, the bartender came up to michelle to inform her that she had left her car lights on... so as she went to tend to her vehicle and infest her lungs with cancer, i sat staring at my phone willing a certain someone to contact me... my jedi mindtricks took a turn for the worst and rather than have rob text or call, fuckin lame-ass matt towers, the desperate middle-aged bouncer, started to text writing that he'd like to press his bod up against mine... and so i think, why does this happen??? what do i do that's so great with the discards that make them keep coming back??? should i start treating the ones im interested in like scum so that they will respond to me the way i want them to or hope they will??? BAH!!! who cares... i got drunk with my bestfriend... and really, nothing beats the company of a great friend and good alcohol, right??? right??? hellz ya... SHABBA!!!

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January 10th, 2006

Time: 07:38 am

lust turns acquaintances into psychos... *sigh*

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January 6th, 2006

Time: 11:22 pm

whhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat????????????????????????????? like whoa ya

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December 22nd, 2005

Time: 09:38 pm

Golden Girls is so good...

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December 20th, 2005

Time: 01:37 pm

Holy mama! I'm going out dressed like an eskimo slut

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December 12th, 2005

Time: 09:23 pm

I just got fitted for a night-gaurd... WOoOooOoo!!! Tres sexy!!! Work is suckin my soul dry... But damn the man, I need to earn a living somehow... This is pointless.

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December 8th, 2005

Time: 03:35 pm

I need more lazy days like today....

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December 2nd, 2005

Subject: ouch... Time: 06:32 pm

$1288 of my money went straight to bills this morning... $718 of that was to ONE cell bill... My wallet hurts... K, bye... Going shopping now...

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Current Music: stroookes Time: 07:41 am Current Mood: zitty-faced

Tis Friday!!! Friday is hurrr... One more 8-hour work day until the weekend... Just a few more hours til I drink myself into silly intoxication with my Michelle... Ladeeda, weekend weekend... Payday payday is hurrr... Another grand and a bit gone to condo downpayment, bills, gifts, coffee and clothes... Ladeeda, payday payday... I think I want to get my ears pierced but I'm not sure yet... Damn you holes, why did you have go on and close up on me... Why?!?! Watch me get massive keloids again... I'm starting to breakout like a baffoon... Stupid pms, no wonder I was so pissed off at work... I shouldn't let people get to me but dang da mang, hormones yo!!! I want to start drinking... now... That is all...

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